Aug 04, 2004 12:37
im freaking out right now..ashleys gunna be here soon..and im about to die..i feel like shit n i almost passed out in the shower..again..which scared me alot..and i just threw up and im shaking waay more than i usually do when i get like this..im wicked scared n i dont know what to do and i took medicine but i dunno if thats gone or not so i cant take anymore and its not doing anything..so my mom says i probably hafta go back to the docs to get more blood work done to find out if i have anything else wrong w. me..is that even humanly possible?..im sick of being sick and i vomit on the idea of vomiting..maybe you can make me feel better..