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no_more_script

I can't win.

Jan 17, 2011 11:05

I miss human contact.

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not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 16:12:16 UTC

You could always invite someone over who isn't HIV+.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 16:28:47 UTC

Like who?

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 16:30:30 UTC

... Joanne, Maureen, Benny, Paul, Alexi Darling...

no_more_script January 17 2011, 16:31:22 UTC

*just raises his eyebrows*

Really.

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 16:33:01 UTC

I'm serious. Well, maybe Maureen wouldn't come. Diva's gotta have her voice. But c'mon, you know people other than me.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 16:36:53 UTC

Joanne's working full-time. You'd hate it if I invited Benny.

...I don't want to get others sick, either. I just.... it's easier when you're sick. Worse, but easier. At least I can be around you without worrying.

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 16:40:39 UTC

Joanne needs a break. I'm hiding in my room so I don't get sick, so Benny's presence really couldn't bother me.

I know, but it sucks that your roommate can't keep you company. Tell whoever you invite to invest in one of those doctor masks before they come, then.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 16:42:54 UTC

...would it be safe enough if one of us were to wear those? Or both of us?

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 16:44:25 UTC

... do we want to take that risk? I mean, if Joanne comes in wearing one, the worst that can happen is her getting sick. If I come in wearing one... the worst that can happen is me getting sick.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 16:55:42 UTC

I know. I just....

I'm a hypocritical idiot who misses the guy who lives with him.

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 17:02:51 UTC

Miss you too. And you aren't a hypocritical idiot.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 17:15:27 UTC

Yes I am. Unless you've got a better word for it.

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 17:19:19 UTC

... Why, exactly, do you think you're a hypocritical idiot?

no_more_script January 17 2011, 17:22:08 UTC

I was the one who asked you to stay away. I'm the one who doesn't want you to get sick. I'm the one saying I want to be near you and trying to find loopholes that for your safety really shouldn't exist. I know what is and what I want and I hate that they're not the same. And am internally beating myself so I don't go with the selfish answers.

Do I need to continue?

not_that_waltz January 17 2011, 17:25:35 UTC

That's not hypocritical (or being an idiot), that's human.

no_more_script January 17 2011, 17:26:47 UTC

Wanting to be with you while wanting you to stay away for your own good? I think that counts as hypocritical.

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