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I feel so sad sometimes, listening to them interact after having gained this perspective, for the millionth time, but now, finally, with full-on acceptance - it makes me feel so sad to listen to them talking to one another. They're their only friends, and they get together for little more than to fool each other into believing that they're happy, and to help each other to find ways to fool others into believing that they're good, happy people. Listening to them talk and watching them interact, it's so unnatural. It's so sad. There will never be a pill for this.