wishful thinking is the bomb!
i think i have problems.. but i don't think about them!
it is starting to get to me and ayeee i am not liking it.
i'm giving up drinking and taking up......sewing hahah! i don't think it is bad and honestly i don't care.
im lonely and i know what i want, but im not able to get it which is no surpise.
ill be out of town for my birthday but i think if i stayed here, it would be over looked because ...yup!
i wish work could be more pleasant.
sigh:::::::
the 29th is coming soon.. and i cross my fingers, dream, cry, hope, pray that i get courage and that it goes right!
I HATE BEING FAT
i miss them
it is starting to get to me and ayeee i am not liking it.
i'm giving up drinking and taking up......sewing hahah! i don't think it is bad and honestly i don't care.
im lonely and i know what i want, but im not able to get it which is no surpise.
ill be out of town for my birthday but i think if i stayed here, it would be over looked because ...yup!
i wish work could be more pleasant.
sigh:::::::
the 29th is coming soon.. and i cross my fingers, dream, cry, hope, pray that i get courage and that it goes right!
I HATE BEING FAT
i miss them