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[no_more_bean]

Yesterday was a SHITTY day.

But...in the early afternoon I stopped by the clinic for my daily weigh-in and got a compliment about how well I was doing. (My bitch of a therapist would never say anything remotely positive, so I don't hear that much.)
She told me I had done a complete 180 and that I was just doing really well in all areas.

Even though

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[soopajess]

where are you working? who is your therapist ? im sending you good thoughts and hoping you get thru orientation

[no_more_bean]

I'm not sure if she was there when you were, but her name is Alena. A definite bitch.
I'm starting orientation at J.Alexanders.

[soopajess]

i know how alena is. HOwever, the bulk of my treatment was before her arrival. So i dont know her too well. can you switch therapists? Julie and DG really are the people who know me well. And Anke, who left while i was in treatment. I dont know what J Alexanders is. but good luck!

[no_more_bean]

You knew Anke? Then you were definitely there when I was there. She was my therapist. In fact, after she left the clinic we even met for coffee and remained in contact for a while. I did like Anke...but she was in with all the Paula bullshit against DG and advised me to 'pack my bags and get the hell out of there' at a time where it was premature and cost my parents a lot of money because we couldn't get out of our lease. I won't get on my Anke rant, though. I don't know what to believe sometimes.
Alena is a bitch, though. I am going to see about switching.

[soopajess]

Yes i knew Anke. She was my therapist and she left when my treatment was nearly over. she helped me so much, even though it was a rocky road. i didnt stay in contact with her, as i didnt think it was possible. she said she was writing her dissertation. after all the stuff came up about her, paula, and helena... well, my memories of anke became skewed with pain. i love Julie and DG and RCC. and i hate what they did to them. i wouldnt be alive, or at least not healthy, if it wasnt for DG. i am traveling to Ohio for the hearing in July. Maybe i'll see you there? When were you at RCC? i was there March through July of 2003. i was actually there for 1.5 days in December of 2002, but signed myself out. And i've been back for "tune ups" since.

[no_more_bean]

Yes, I will be at the hearing.