sorry im not a virgin....
ok well. these pats couple of days have been really werid. everynight im having like these dreams and omg they feel sooo freaking real. i dont no but last nights was like really intense and werid omg i woke up crying really hard heavy tears and im like wtf. haha that was my dream and it took me like 10 mins to calm down. i was so shooken up. WOW
ok heres the first dream : it was actually pretty cute!
ok so me and mike grew up and i got to be as i wanted to look like. i was thin and my colloar bones stuck greatly out my hip bones were out.. yess and my veins on my wrist stuck out. and i had tiny legs tiny hands omg i just lvoed my body ... i had a lil baby boy and mike was my husband. we spent every awaken seccond with this handsome boy. i even heard his LAUGH> ahh it was the cutest. we had a nice white and blue 2 story house wrap around porch.rocking chairs outside a tire swing. omg it was just amazing. we never stopped smiling there was no drama nothing to bring u down. it was goregous!
well last nights dream wasnt as charming as this.
after i got off the bus. which made a very werid stop close 2 my house.
me and mike were at my house and we were hugging and kissing. and my parents showed up.
so mike went out into my room bc the power went off. he was trying to fix the power box.
but i saw some random guy in the window and i saw very strange things.i felt like i was in a horror fill.
the next thing i knew i was in some scary wet dirty old building. there were other kids but none that i knew.
i was scared of course... but some other things happend. but as the end i remember sitting on the stairs crying so heavy bout i miss mike. i wanna go home. where am i .. and i miss my mom whos dead??? im telling u this is very strange... but wow haha sry im still stunned!
but last night i went a lil x mas shopping 4 jess
hehe i have 2 work now and get more money from my mom to get megan stephanie and mike one lol
ahhh.... lol
ok heres the first dream : it was actually pretty cute!
ok so me and mike grew up and i got to be as i wanted to look like. i was thin and my colloar bones stuck greatly out my hip bones were out.. yess and my veins on my wrist stuck out. and i had tiny legs tiny hands omg i just lvoed my body ... i had a lil baby boy and mike was my husband. we spent every awaken seccond with this handsome boy. i even heard his LAUGH> ahh it was the cutest. we had a nice white and blue 2 story house wrap around porch.rocking chairs outside a tire swing. omg it was just amazing. we never stopped smiling there was no drama nothing to bring u down. it was goregous!
well last nights dream wasnt as charming as this.
after i got off the bus. which made a very werid stop close 2 my house.
me and mike were at my house and we were hugging and kissing. and my parents showed up.
so mike went out into my room bc the power went off. he was trying to fix the power box.
but i saw some random guy in the window and i saw very strange things.i felt like i was in a horror fill.
the next thing i knew i was in some scary wet dirty old building. there were other kids but none that i knew.
i was scared of course... but some other things happend. but as the end i remember sitting on the stairs crying so heavy bout i miss mike. i wanna go home. where am i .. and i miss my mom whos dead??? im telling u this is very strange... but wow haha sry im still stunned!
but last night i went a lil x mas shopping 4 jess
hehe i have 2 work now and get more money from my mom to get megan stephanie and mike one lol
ahhh.... lol