you color the coast with your smiles the most genuin thing ive ever seen i was so lost,now i believe
yeah i haven't updated in forever i haven't had the time to do it...
shools ok for the most part i guess but i need to get some help in history or i'll cry haha im so bad at that class oh well...
cheerleading was going wicked good for once then people started to fall back into their old habbits of not being commited and skipping practice and stuff...the jackets are so close but people just don't seem to want it as much as some people it happens i guess...
My SISTER comes home tomorrow i have to leave my house at like 8:30 to get her in manchesster ehh im not feeling that at all like ya i love her and all but its not gonna be fun because everyone is gonna be all about her all christmass and how fair is that to me... i mean like my parents are all about family when its not there... im still there but im not her... i'll never be good enough for them... i could die tonight and the would jsut be like thank god its not chuck and carry on with their lives... thats how it feels anyway
i need a job... and a car and a license since i got that suspended
i got a question for all you people reading this...
Ever miss someone so bad that it hurts but then when they come back its like they changed so much your a stranger to them? and they you? i miss someone so bad and i cant wait to see him... if i get the chance... we were very close but im scared things wont be the same and everything that we had in common wont be the same... i don't know maybe it will be amazing times again... but maybe not...
i asked someone to prom im still waiting for a response who knows
its an odd thing how much i think of you
i need you so bad
shools ok for the most part i guess but i need to get some help in history or i'll cry haha im so bad at that class oh well...
cheerleading was going wicked good for once then people started to fall back into their old habbits of not being commited and skipping practice and stuff...the jackets are so close but people just don't seem to want it as much as some people it happens i guess...
My SISTER comes home tomorrow i have to leave my house at like 8:30 to get her in manchesster ehh im not feeling that at all like ya i love her and all but its not gonna be fun because everyone is gonna be all about her all christmass and how fair is that to me... i mean like my parents are all about family when its not there... im still there but im not her... i'll never be good enough for them... i could die tonight and the would jsut be like thank god its not chuck and carry on with their lives... thats how it feels anyway
i need a job... and a car and a license since i got that suspended
i got a question for all you people reading this...
Ever miss someone so bad that it hurts but then when they come back its like they changed so much your a stranger to them? and they you? i miss someone so bad and i cant wait to see him... if i get the chance... we were very close but im scared things wont be the same and everything that we had in common wont be the same... i don't know maybe it will be amazing times again... but maybe not...
i asked someone to prom im still waiting for a response who knows
its an odd thing how much i think of you
i need you so bad