Oct 08, 2004 12:44
im really sick of life right now. its really bad
peoplein it aren't helping me at all and on top of that of coarse i have to deal with like 800 other peoples Problems.Does anyone take the time to ask whats wrong? and if they do is it something i can trust them with?
i honestly thought i had everything under control but somehow everything just went in a downward spiral. theres no hope for me anymore
everthing i do is seemingly wrong or bad to someone else so im just going to become a hobbit or something and live in extile... though im sure that will last all of 2 minutes
im to nice to somepeople and some people just keep useing me for things like money and RIDES
oh well
cheerleading is going well i think someone is going to quit or soemthing becuase he doesn't come to practice and now hes not going to the game its really Rediculous that he is looking for a reason to quit
i wish i didn't have to Junk my car cause i really want to drive up to keene cause i really miss micah and he was someone i could always talk to about things and i could trust him no matter what and trust that he would be there.
i keep trying to call but i always miss him or hes out doing something else.
thats about all
i wish you knew how much i care for Y O U