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the world is shit my life sucks im so tired of all this crap that i want to killcertain ppl in my life or out of as the case maybe im tired of being an emotional wreck im tired of hurting and crying im tired of wanting all the time i give up i dont care anymore and if i do so what i refuse to feel anything until i can safely put away my anger and hurt and the hatred i bear in my heart for every thing in this world that is pure and beautiful and perfect for everything that goes so right for everyone but me i choose not to feel for those who obviously dont feel for me to care for those to who dont want me im not pining anymore for things i cant have or things i dont need ive said it before i dont need you i dont need anyone i have myself and my family and i am gonna be ok for the first time since this began i know what i need what i will have and if some ppl dont want to be a part of my future then i dont need them dragging me down from this moment forward i choose to live as i see fit i choose to make me happy fuck all else.