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i dont know why but for the past week or so ive just been really happy about everything. this is the happiest ive ever been in a relationship in my life, i got my baby ducks, school is almost over and im pretty sure of who the people are that i care abuot and that care about me. tomorrow charlie is supposed to come over and i dont know if he likes pools but the pool is finally fucking open. some time in the beginning of july i leave to see my dad and my baby brother. i think thats the only sad thing going on in my life right now and i dont think about it much. my baby brother is so far away and im not going to be there for his first steps or first words or first anything. he wont even remember me when i come back. that really sucks. another sad part about everything is the fact i will be gone for a month. yah i wont be missing alot of people but the people i will miss mean alot to me. charlie rachel and candice. im going to be gone for an entire month. part of that will be cool. i over exagerate how much i disliked england i think mainly because i am worried about sounding stuck up. not many people get to go to england i understand im insanely lucky to be able to go for months at a time but i dont like sounding like im trying to show it off. england is an amazing place, london is beautiful. the phone booths are real, they smell like urine, but they look cool. england is home to the coolest looking taxis on the planet and all the old buildings are awesome. the style is a little different and all the girls have huge boobs. they have no butts so dont get your hopes up yet. its fun to go to england and i do enjoy it.... i think another large part about my over exageration is the fact if i make it sound worse to myself maybe i wont miss my dad and my brother so much. maybe its not even worth going back, but thats a lost cause.... it sucks to have to wash your dog but ull deal with that because you love it right? so no matter how bad england sucks (if it did suck) it could never suck enough to make me not care that im missing my family.

but back on topic, im happy. very VERY happy.

now if the fucking dog would stop running to the neighbors house and my mom would stop making me go get her things even at home would be perfect!

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