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Friday night was ridiculously fun. I'm not sure why. Maybe because I was ridiculously drunk off of my ass. Maybe because I finally got to hang out with my favorite people. There was Jenn, Michelle, Josh.. Rocky and I hung out for real for the first time. We took shots of Krystov. Aside from the fact that Krystov is gross, milk is the best chaser in the world after vodka. Vanilla Frosty too. I met people. This boy Tyler was super cute and we were pretty much inseperable the whole night. This boy Eric and I discussed our lives. This boy Paul got angry when I kept trying to wake him up. And I don't know how, but Tyler, Michelle, Erik and I ended up in central Phoenix with my car at around 3AM. Thank god I didn't drive. All in all, I don't remember much, BUT I DO REMEMBER LAUGHING THE WHOLE TIME.
It's the best feeling in the world. I didn't feel sad ONCE. I didn't ever think of crying ONCE. I didn't feel lonely ONCE. I FELT LOVED BY MY FRIENDS. I FELT HAPPY. Do you know how amazing that is? Do you know how many people take that feeling for granted?
To tell you the truth, today I kinda miss James. I think if I could do anything in the world, I would cuddle with him and watch him play video games while I try to mess him up. BUT GUESS WHAT? GUESS WHAT? I'm okay with that not happening! Cause I go to California in 3 days. I go to Colorado/Vegas after Christmas. I go to Rocky Point for spring break. I meet new people. I look forward to every day. I love life now more than I had ever loved him.
Amen.
It's the best feeling in the world. I didn't feel sad ONCE. I didn't ever think of crying ONCE. I didn't feel lonely ONCE. I FELT LOVED BY MY FRIENDS. I FELT HAPPY. Do you know how amazing that is? Do you know how many people take that feeling for granted?
To tell you the truth, today I kinda miss James. I think if I could do anything in the world, I would cuddle with him and watch him play video games while I try to mess him up. BUT GUESS WHAT? GUESS WHAT? I'm okay with that not happening! Cause I go to California in 3 days. I go to Colorado/Vegas after Christmas. I go to Rocky Point for spring break. I meet new people. I look forward to every day. I love life now more than I had ever loved him.
Amen.