But I do love you.

[no_hart2brake]

It wasn't always like this. It was always more simple and blunt. Everything made sense. Is it really my fault that I don't care anymore? Really, what does everybody want from me? She told me not to worry. She told me she knew what she was doing. She told me this was right for her. So, she's moving away this weekend. I told her okay, call me this week and we'll have to hang out before she moves away, again. "cool. goodnight" Well, what were you expecting from me? Did you want me to beg you to stay home? Did you want me to cry again? Yeah, fuck that. YOU TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY. YOU TOLD ME YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING. YOU TOLD ME THIS WAS RIGHT FOR YOU. He told me not to worry. He told me he knew what he was doing. He told me he made a stupid mistake and he'll never make me feel like that again. So, he was drinking last night. Just a little, but I knew it was coming. "I don't need to prove you wrong if you already think i'm gonna fail then you won't be suprised if i do." Ouch, yeah. This is why I don't care. Why should I care of what I know is coming? "Cool. Good night." Did you want me to stop you? Did you want me to cry again? Yeah, fuck that. YOU TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY. YOU TOLD ME YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING. YOU TOLD ME YOU MADE A STUPID MISTAKE. It wasn't always like this. It was a friendship; it was love. Now everybody's starting to realize, you only have yourself. All you've got is yourself, honey.

I don't care. Don't worry about me. I know what I'm doing. You just take care of your own self.