Oct 19, 2009 20:20
Not sure if I did the right thing last night. Yes, I want michelle in my life. Yes, she wants me in her life. But I can't be in her life like this. What happens when I move? Does she go with me, or does she stay in gainesville for her other relationships? What happens when all I need is for my girlfriend to just be with me, but she is with someone else?
She is right when she talks about us having a connection. I won't deny that. But neither one of us seems to know what to do about it. The simple answer is to just be together, but it is always more complicated than that.
And even though last night was more or less my choice, why do I feel like I lose?