And in conclusion: YOUR FACE
So some slightly spoiler-UN-erific news have come to board that needs some addressing. Please, please, please, if you're one who avoids wanky bitching execute escape plan now. Really, I never used to be like this until the middle of this last season (okay, total lie, I've always have been very passionate about the things that I love and not afraid to voice my opinions on them but it used to be only if I was asked specifically) I really don't want to set barriers between my friends so I've been rather good about keeping the anger on the inside but let's face it- that's not healthy. And you should never be afraid to express your opinions, definitely not on the internet when there are amazing things such like CAPS LOCK and gifs to better get your point across. But so I don't accidentally, idk, offend someone or something I'll always be sure to warn for one of my crazy rambling bouts. If you didn't get the memo, it's one of those.
Lisa will come back for 1, maybe 2 or 3 episodes
:ahem:
I'M PRETTY FUCKING SURE IT ONLY TAKES FIVE MINUTES TO INCLUDE A FLASHBACK THAT SHOWS DEAN LEAVING LISA TO HER OWN FUCKING LIFE THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE ANOTHER HIGH-MAINTENANCE SON-LIKE FIGURE (I'M SORRY DEAN, I LOVE YOU BUT YOU'RE A SETTLED IN WOMAN'S WORST NIGHTMARE) BECAUSE THEY REALIZED AMAZINGLY THAT HAVING A FLING SOME ODD YEARS AGO DOSE. NOT. EQUAL. LOVE.
EVER.
DEAR SUPERNATURAL,
STOP WITH THIS FUCKERY.
- THANK YOU
I DON'T WANT LISA TO DIE. I USED TO LIKE HER BUT NOW THE LINES ARE BLURRING WITH HER CHARACTER (WHAT WAS ALREADY ONE-DIMENSION AT BEST) TO HOW THEY'RE USING HER. AKA, STUPIDLY.
NO SERA, YOU'RE GOING THE WRONG WAY. YOU'RE MAKING LISA INTO SOMETHING IMPORTANT BY HAVING HER IN MORE THAN WHAT SHE NEEDS TO BE. MORE THAN ONE EPISODE, ONE THREE MINUTE THING OF HER GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF THE SHOW AND DONE.
Okay, I'm calming down. I don't know what this news means, I'm not in the studio writing room but from previous experiences Show hasn't been good at winning at my expectations. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. But fool me a third time it's FUCK YOU SHOW.
Still, my optimistic side is telling me that I'm going crazy for nothing and that it might surprise me. So, yeah. This is me being optimistic. :/
Also, Jensen's favorite Dean!love interest was Cassie - there was story there that they never really got & Lisa - she has come back to the picture, has always been there in the back of his mind.
LOL,. Okay, Jen, I love you bb but no. I also have a problem with Cassie in the same way I have with Lisa. Dean knew Cassie for two weeks that was mostly seeped in angry hot sex and he says he 'loves her' and in that placed his trust in her. Uh, right. I'm sensing a pattern here and it's my biggest head-desk/UHG button ever, it's the reason why I avoid romantic movies and dramas and mock my mom's dime-store Harlequin novels. Guy meets girl. Guy finds girl attractive. Girl finds guy attractive. They have sex. [insert lame plot device here] Guy and girl know diddly-squat about each other and only have been acquainted for a short limited time but they 'love each other' and then the show ends with a happily ever after. I'm sure you already know that more than half of all marriages end in divorce, right? It's because shit like this happens to people who grew up brainwashed by this magical fantasy version of love. Dean was never in love with Cassie, same as he never loved Lisa (or even better, Sam loving wolf-woman only after one night of sex). It's called infatuation. Love is something complicated and very confusing and infatuation is often mistaken for love. You can't love someone you don't know and you don't know someone you've only been around for less than a month and most of the activity is sex. Did you know that it takes up to eleven months or so for someone to truly act themselves around another person? You guys remember being in a new place or school or making a new friend and how you were more or less cautious about the things you said and because you didn't know how this person would react. And how you two slowly began to understand each other and work together and find a rhythm for the both of you. It's making a bond and making a bond with someone is much like creating a rhythm together, a pace, until you're either both comfortable or one of you leaves because you realize that it's not working. That takes time. Sure, some people can just connect. Create instant chemistry. But it doesn't mean that it doesn't need work, doesn't need to be perfected or that there isn't some trepidation still in those first months where you're still getting to know someone. Finding out that they like hockey while you like football and so on. It's the sad truth that beyond the instant biological connection children and parents share, love takes time. It's heartbreaking to say but you don't love someone you've just met so all those charming little romcoms and romantic movies are a lie. And real love isn't biological nor is it physical. It's why that when you ask an older couple who's have had a long lasting and satisfying marriage almost always says, 'I married my best friend'. It's what my dad told me more than once and he and my mom have known each other for more then half their lives so if I was to ever seek a standard of a beautiful and loving relationship, it's them. Love is knowing what makes them scared, knowing all their faults, their life, what makes them smile and frown and loving them because of them, because of all of this, and not who you imagine them to be or should be. Love is not being afraid or hesitant to make them angry or telling them when they're wrong. Not having boundaries and walls between each other because everything they are, everything, is to be loved not just the parts you like. Love is being there for the best of times and the worst of times, and no. I don't think Lisa can handle that nor do I think she should be forced to.
This is why I never ever wanted romantic counterparts to Dean or Sam because face it- no woman is suited for something like that. No chick they randomly met anyways. It's just so fucking cheap to pull that shit. Gawd, since when did I hate my favorite show? They just had to go pull my biggest nag in creation, didn't they?
Okay, I'm done. Sheebus, sorry for that. Like I said- biggest fucking nag.
I really, really hope this is just me being pessimistic or I'm seriously going to believe that everything after 5.04 was a bad fanfic and the show ended there. Maybe more spoilers will ease my troubled mind? Yeah, I'm not that optimistic either. :|
AND NOW BECAUSE I HATE TO LEAVE THIS POST FULL OF WANK AND I FEEL LIKE I MUST REWARD YOU FOR YOUR TROUBLES:
I HEARD THAT MISHA WAS AT JENSEN'S WEDDING
COMMENCE FLAILING.
(idk, this was the best news ever today, how fucking adorable is it that Jen invited Misha to his wedding? REALLY FUCKING ADORABLE THAT'S WHAT. WHY AREN'T THERE PICS OF ALL THREE LOOKING PRETTY IN THEIR SUITS!?)