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Jan 16, 2006 11:36

Here's where I'm at now:

I live in Brooklyn, poor-as-fuck, the usual. I started a job at a shipping place. I'm gonna take carlyn to Workforce1 today, to see what they so there...i might even enlist. Beurocracy can be your friend. I hope.

Actually, nothing has happened. Nothing is that interesting on the mundane level. Everything is spiritual. Everything is much deeper than i can express. I have discovered this inner restlessness, like a tiny jet of energy that streams from me at all times. No matter what I'm doing, it doesn't seem like enough work for this energy. It's so demanding and I have nowhere to direct it, I just suppress it. I eat it mostly, or drink it, smoke it, so on and so forth. What does one do with "inner restlessness"? Any ideas out there? In my entire life time, i have not found anything healthy to use it with.
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