ever have
somebody just get on your nerves so badly in their desperation to either up you or replace you or squeeze themselves into a space they dont belong. i mean godfuckingdammit what the fuck are you fucking doing. fuck off seriously.
i kno i am a possesive friend. i kno i am crazy ( even my proffessor has told me so) and i kno i create conspiracy theories but seriously. this is retarded.
and also, bryan. be awake earlier in the day....or get a cellphone bc i don't wanna be calling your house at these times of night when i wanna talk to you.
i miss jersey and might be making a surprise visit for the night soon. just to get away once more and drive down the mountain at night, writing about it today made me miss doing outdoor stuff without actually going outdoor. it made me miss being able to go out and not have it be to a bar or a restuarant or a club or blah blah blah.
i just want to go do something during the day for once. without feeling pressure to be excited.
asia of my heart slash love of my life....when's the next time u get out semi early or have class semi late? let's be old and explore. i'll even wake up early for ya on a monday. <3
i hate night time. i hate having wasted a day away. i feel so blah
i kno i am a possesive friend. i kno i am crazy ( even my proffessor has told me so) and i kno i create conspiracy theories but seriously. this is retarded.
and also, bryan. be awake earlier in the day....or get a cellphone bc i don't wanna be calling your house at these times of night when i wanna talk to you.
i miss jersey and might be making a surprise visit for the night soon. just to get away once more and drive down the mountain at night, writing about it today made me miss doing outdoor stuff without actually going outdoor. it made me miss being able to go out and not have it be to a bar or a restuarant or a club or blah blah blah.
i just want to go do something during the day for once. without feeling pressure to be excited.
asia of my heart slash love of my life....when's the next time u get out semi early or have class semi late? let's be old and explore. i'll even wake up early for ya on a monday. <3
i hate night time. i hate having wasted a day away. i feel so blah