today
so i think amanda doesn't feel like driving me anymore. which is fine i guess. this whole car thing was a good excuse but eh.
so as i was walking home ryan stopped me and offered me a ride so we go to his car and.....
he left his lights on.
it didn't start.
bright side-lie two or three other cars in the parking lot wouldn't start/had flat tires. so it was fun.
an hour later, sean, jess, keith, ortega, randomn kid 1, randomn kid 2, like four asians and some other kid had tried to start ryans's car. so we call gave up and sean and jess drove me home.
at least i didn't have to walk. and ryan is fun to watch freak out. effing chipmunk.
hmm...i miss kim. <3!!!!
i miss lots of people.
and it's weird how different it is now. i kinda like it.
and awww, mike and i bonded via text messaging yesterday!! he's def a good friend and all the way in conneticut too!! just goes to show you that everything that's been happening is bullshit. friends can remain true and actually care no matter the distance
also i opened up to someone last night something i promised myself i wouldn't do anymore cuz it just ended up hurting me in the end but i dunno...once again i have faith.
call me dumb but w/e.
this whole apathy thing is nice. like today bry didn't show up for midterms and 6 months ago i would've been so pissed and give him a whole speech about it but you kno what/ fuck it. he's 18. he'll prolly take them after school or smething but w/e.
point is it's nice not to worry about everyone all the time to make sure they're on track b/c u kno what no one ever much cared if i was. so this is good.
this whole independent shit.
oh yeah and sixplus ^_^
so as i was walking home ryan stopped me and offered me a ride so we go to his car and.....
he left his lights on.
it didn't start.
bright side-lie two or three other cars in the parking lot wouldn't start/had flat tires. so it was fun.
an hour later, sean, jess, keith, ortega, randomn kid 1, randomn kid 2, like four asians and some other kid had tried to start ryans's car. so we call gave up and sean and jess drove me home.
at least i didn't have to walk. and ryan is fun to watch freak out. effing chipmunk.
hmm...i miss kim. <3!!!!
i miss lots of people.
and it's weird how different it is now. i kinda like it.
and awww, mike and i bonded via text messaging yesterday!! he's def a good friend and all the way in conneticut too!! just goes to show you that everything that's been happening is bullshit. friends can remain true and actually care no matter the distance
also i opened up to someone last night something i promised myself i wouldn't do anymore cuz it just ended up hurting me in the end but i dunno...once again i have faith.
call me dumb but w/e.
this whole apathy thing is nice. like today bry didn't show up for midterms and 6 months ago i would've been so pissed and give him a whole speech about it but you kno what/ fuck it. he's 18. he'll prolly take them after school or smething but w/e.
point is it's nice not to worry about everyone all the time to make sure they're on track b/c u kno what no one ever much cared if i was. so this is good.
this whole independent shit.
oh yeah and sixplus ^_^