Nov 08, 2004 13:29
friends are nothing but a cycle. they come and go without a cause. i stayed home from school today because i'm sick, and someone came to visit. someone who i thought i cared for, and who cared for me back. i thought he was a friend. & out of nowhere, something changed. and now it looks as if the two way 'caring' is gone. he left and it didnt feel right. so i ran after him...all the way down the street in my basketball shorts & tank top & bare feet...through the rain, just for him to tell me that he doesnt care. so i turned around and walked back to my driveway.
right then, standing in the rain, there were only 3 people who i could think of who i wanted to see. tianna, chris, and adrian. they are my best friends. i feel sick & disgusted right now, and all i want, is to see them. this is a horrible feeling. but oh well, its just part of the cycle.