interesting day
I did something completely out of character. One of those innocent helpful but curious momments that you do when you wnat to know how a situation would feel like even if it is a little bit dangerous. Anyways these "ghetto" guys talked to me whne I was leaving Bornwyn's house last night and they needed to get a gas container it was cold raining and they even though they looked sketchy and looked like they were high as shit. I gave them a ride to their house becuase I thought no humna should be out in this weather. They were really uncomfortable scared like a spider more scared of me then visa versa. Even though a couple of times I was scared that they might do something violent I didint worry about it bc they are just human beings and that people dont trust others anymore. I took them both to different hosues before i went to my place. They knew it was completely out of my way like towards mlk instede of down price where Bron lives. I talked allot ranting and they talked back uncomfortable like a new person of a friend would act. It was strange and acted like i would in taht situation. It was amusing and important to what I do as a film person. Especially in directing and how people would normally act. REAL PEOPLE. Thats all that is important i didint know how a situation would run like in a script and now I do since it has happened t me I am just glad it was a good event not a scray regretable one. SO GLAD. I know it would seem strangte and it does to me but I am glad that I did it. Out of norm experience. Change isimportant even bad change shows self growth in situations. ANyways I have been ranting all day long still running at the same speed as 7 am :0)Bron thinsk I am smart and that makes me feel good. Not that smart since i did something that was dangerous but whatever I like to keep life interesting. OH while i am talking i just wantedsay tht my bday is really close and I wnat to get togther with my old friends bc I ahvent had really much tim to hang out with them. Some people are coming from fl or other places to come see me for my 21st its going to be a fucking rad time. Anyways I need to do work for that time being so until then adieu from the blue.