(no subject)
(+) - you've done
(-) - you haven't done
(+) been drunk
(+) partied until you puked
(+) thrown a party while my parents were out of town
(+) smoked pot
(+) done any drugs besides pot
(+) Met someone in person from the interweb
(-) had an online bf/gf
(+) had a crush on a teacher
(+) had a crush on a friends signifigant other
(+) had a crush on your best friend
(-) been in love
(-) love someone that didn't love me back
(-) been loved by someone who I didn't love
(+) been dumped
(+) dumped someone
(-) gone on a blind date
(-) dated a freinds ex
(+) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(-) kissed a member of the same sex
(+) made out with a stranger
(+) made out, period
(-) had sex
(-) had sex in a public place
(-) had sex in my parents bed
(-) Had sex at a friend's house when they were throwing a party
(+) Given oral sex
(-) had anal sex
(-) had a threesome
(-) had sex with a member of the same sex
(-) been tied up sexually
(-) been caught masturbating
(+) been caught watching porn
(-) Watched two or more people have sex, not porn, real life
(+) shoplifted
(-) been fired
(-) crashed a friend's car
(-) been arrested
(+) snuck out of my parent's house
(+) stole something from my job
(-) been in a fist fight
(+) lied to a friend
(+) Slapped someone I loved
(+) skipped school
(-) celebrated new years in time square
(-) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(-) Been to Canada
(+) Been to Mexico
(+) been to Europe
(-) been to Africa
(-) been to Japan
(-) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(+) ridden in a taxi
(+) Been on a plane
(+) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(+) Eaten Sushi
(+) Been snowboarding
(-) been skiing
(+) been surfing
(+) cried during a movie
(-) seen someone die in real life
(-) seen someone give birth in real life
(+) seen the jack ass movie
(+) made my own jack ass movie
(+) been to a concert
(+) Been moshing at a concert
(+) acted on stage
(-) been in a real movie
Let's see, an update: I can't even remember the last time I used this journal to update. Probably not that long ago- I just have a shitty memory. I just occasionally read my friends page. Funny how I used to sit at this computer every day a few years ago. Things change. I crashed my car. Again. Yeah, that's right, I'm a fuckup. Whatever, at least now I'm a fuckup riding shotgun instead of one behind the wheel. Plus, I had to walk all the way home from school today. Oh well. Life goes on.
On another note, my bill passed in goverment. And for the hell of it, here's a good quote from Brave New World. I just read it and loved it: it's how I have always felt but never have been able to put into words- especially these ones.
"They say that it is the fear of death and of what comes after death that makes men turn to religion as they advance in years. But my own experience has given me the conviction that, quite apart from any such terrors or imaginings, the religious sentiment tends to develop as we grow older; to develop because, as the passions grow calm, as the fancy and sensibilities are less excited and less exciteable, our reason becomes less troubled in its working, less obscured by the images, desires and distractions, in which it used to be absorbed; whereupon God emerges as from behind a cloud; our soul feels, sees, turns towards the source of light; turns naturally and inevitably; for now that all that gave to the world of sensations its life and charms has begun to leak away from us, now that phenominal existence is no more bolstered up by impressions from within or whitout, we feel the need to lean on something that abides, something that will never play us false- a reality, an absolute and everlasting truth. Yes, we inevitably turn to God; for this religious sentiment is of its nature so pure, so delightful to the soul that experiences it, that it makes up for all our other losses."
-Maine de Biran
Wow, didn't that make you shit a brick? Yeah, seriously, me too.