May 17, 2005 01:11
well it's been awhile....got some things i need to talk about.
well first of all i'm probably one of the people to offer that latest prom report out there. it was great though....i actually wished it lasted longer, it all felt too short. i would've loved to gone to a few more places, taken a few more pictures, shared a few more laughs, and danced a few more slow dances. in fact there wasn't much wrong with prom at all. even the crosage came out good. haha...i was actually a little worried about that because i had never done it before. but in the end i was glad i chose the orchid. dinner was actually a lot more fun than i expected (not that i expected a bad time, but it was a blast) everyone was a great laugh. and becky's boyfriend RJ is actually really cool. then the decorations were good at the dance hall too. one of the funniest things is that me and sarah fell asleep in the car when we pulled up to her place to drop her off. but i have to say the best thing of the night was my date....she was just so beautiful, a great dancer, and wonderful company. i loved every second with her. i think i'll always treasure that night....and i'm looking forward to next years a lot too...
:-)....i love our relationship....
anywho...wrapping up things for the year. not sure what my final verdict on junior year is going to be. i think it's been the best year out of all three, it's just hard to tell since it went by so blindingly fast. like part of me wants to give a little too much favor to sophomore year because it feels like there is more i can get a hold of in my memory. or then again maybe i'm not giving it enough credit. because the year was great too. i found a lot of new things and also learned a lot. it was just soured by the violent storms. but this year has seen the calming of that torrent. in fact things have come to quite a peaceful calm. either way...this feels like it's been the best year...it's just gone by too fast. i wish i could go back and savor it some more. i guess that has to do with the 'time flies when you're having fun' thing...i wonder what that is...and it's so ironic and poetic. that which you want to remember, treasure, and hold onto with the tales of your past...it goes almost as fast as you can enjoy it. and then that's why people say they want to relive it....or maybe it doesn't necessarily go faster. we all just want more of that which makes our hearts beat with life and excitement...i know i do...
well i'd love to keep typing...but i gotta get some sleep...maybe this will actually force me to post later...haha...well take care out there....