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man haven't posted in over two weeks....
well right now i feel kinda cruddy...don't know why...think it's just cause i'm kinda tired. i feel like i have stuff on my mind but i really don't. the only thing that's even close isn't all that big. well i mean it's intertsting, but nothing life shattering. oh well...i think i'm just tired...
intersting and pretty much weird stuff going on in the family. everything's okay. but as i was telling whitney, well it's screwed up but kinda hilarious if you think about it. well at least it'll be cool to have everyone home. but consequentily that means i can't make the x-mas thing at john's house. i'm actually kinda disappointed about that. i'd like to go. i haven't hung out with everyone since...well i guess since i went to john's for halloween. i dunno...i pretty much felt loner at that. well it wasn't too bad actually, but i dunno. i have been feeling kinda loner around everyone else lately. i know this sounds a bit whiney but i have been getting a bit of a vibe. or at least a lack there of....i dunno, maybe i just havent been hanging out with everyone enough lately to get dug in. been busy lately...
yeah i know, not as busy as other people. but i like to think i'm trying to concentrate well. at least i've gotten to a point where i take my practice time seriously. now i just need to get to a point where i take doing it seriously. just man...everyday...3 more weeks....and i mean it. i have to do it...if not well...that would just all around suck ass....oh well...maybe i'm just tired...
random huh?...maybe i should just talk about my day like other people. but then again when i used to try to do that, well i would just fall behing and i didn't think it was too interetins. but then again who to say this is?
don't get me wrong. i'm happy...real happy. i'm just kinda whiney right now. or thinking too hard as usual. so yeah....i'm just tired...
well right now i feel kinda cruddy...don't know why...think it's just cause i'm kinda tired. i feel like i have stuff on my mind but i really don't. the only thing that's even close isn't all that big. well i mean it's intertsting, but nothing life shattering. oh well...i think i'm just tired...
intersting and pretty much weird stuff going on in the family. everything's okay. but as i was telling whitney, well it's screwed up but kinda hilarious if you think about it. well at least it'll be cool to have everyone home. but consequentily that means i can't make the x-mas thing at john's house. i'm actually kinda disappointed about that. i'd like to go. i haven't hung out with everyone since...well i guess since i went to john's for halloween. i dunno...i pretty much felt loner at that. well it wasn't too bad actually, but i dunno. i have been feeling kinda loner around everyone else lately. i know this sounds a bit whiney but i have been getting a bit of a vibe. or at least a lack there of....i dunno, maybe i just havent been hanging out with everyone enough lately to get dug in. been busy lately...
yeah i know, not as busy as other people. but i like to think i'm trying to concentrate well. at least i've gotten to a point where i take my practice time seriously. now i just need to get to a point where i take doing it seriously. just man...everyday...3 more weeks....and i mean it. i have to do it...if not well...that would just all around suck ass....oh well...maybe i'm just tired...
random huh?...maybe i should just talk about my day like other people. but then again when i used to try to do that, well i would just fall behing and i didn't think it was too interetins. but then again who to say this is?
don't get me wrong. i'm happy...real happy. i'm just kinda whiney right now. or thinking too hard as usual. so yeah....i'm just tired...