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i feel like im falling apart...

i wish i could see you

i wish i could touch you

i wish i could see you smile

i wish i could tell you how much this is killing me

i wish i could tell you how much i miss you

i wish i could tell you how all i want to do is just hold you in my arms

i wish i could just say i love you...

I miss you so much and i dont know whats going to happen but im sorry and i really do LOVE you

I wouldnt blame you if you gave up on me... because im kind of giving up on myself

-this is misery like ive never experienced before... God help me please-