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i delete entries to fast
concerning what i do artistically
'im done trying. im done trying to make things people like. i dont know why i did to begin with. why should i care if i impress the the people sitting near me in my classes. as long as i make myself happy'
I am trying to cut down on the word 'fuck.' I'm trying to cut down on beleiving boys in my school actually like me. I'm trying to stop being so annoying ("you guys are so mean" "its only because you hate me" this i think equals a fear of rejection but whats new). I'm trying to get good grades. I'm trying to find close and good friends. I'm trying to be a better person. I'm trying to learn french well I'm trying to be happy about everything.
I'm not back, I still have 5 more weeks, I just decided to update.
[my new habits are lukewarm tea, lukewarm showers, and lukewarm love]
au revoir
concerning what i do artistically
'im done trying. im done trying to make things people like. i dont know why i did to begin with. why should i care if i impress the the people sitting near me in my classes. as long as i make myself happy'
I am trying to cut down on the word 'fuck.' I'm trying to cut down on beleiving boys in my school actually like me. I'm trying to stop being so annoying ("you guys are so mean" "its only because you hate me" this i think equals a fear of rejection but whats new). I'm trying to get good grades. I'm trying to find close and good friends. I'm trying to be a better person. I'm trying to learn french well I'm trying to be happy about everything.
I'm not back, I still have 5 more weeks, I just decided to update.
[my new habits are lukewarm tea, lukewarm showers, and lukewarm love]
au revoir