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I really have no idea why I'm waisting my time with this. I'm not really in the mood to get too public with things right now but I figure MAYBE two or three people read this anyways and I need to vent.
Right now the house is getting to me. I like to spend as much time as possible away from it. The weekend was just so dramatic and I feel insulted and as though I'm "in trouble" and I'm just questioning why I pay money to live away from my parents when I get in more "trouble" here than I do at home. I don't want to get into details but yesterday I was considering moving... but that would be silly because I can get over things like this, I'm bigger than this whole situation. That, and I'm way too lazy to move all my shit. hehe
I haven't seen Wayne in a LONG time. Ever since he stopped drinking he stopped hanging out with us and spends all his time with his girlfriend. Isn't it great that because someone doesn't drink anymore he no longer fits in with my friends? Wow, we drink a lot. And I like it...
I guess it's not just that that prevents him from hanging out with us anymore... he's ALWAYS with his girlfriend or "studying" or whatever and he never brings his gf out with us. Maybe we're embarassing... I couldn't care less. Either way, I hope he gets over this phase fast and comes back. I miss having someone to dance with... I mean he WAS my only gay friend... :)
I want to go see the reason this friday in london. it's too bad none of my friends will come with me. god damn. i'm an idiot and forgot they were playing in kitchener last friday... so we went and had an oh so dramatic escapade in and after phils instead. good work michelle... good work.
school is going alright. i've already missed a few classes because that's what i do best... but my classes are rather interesting.. for the most part anyways. i'm almost keeping up with all my readings but once those essays and project are due i'm probably going to die.. fail and die. hehe
almost time to go to california!! so excited. and then it's time for the tattoo!
ummmm, k i'm bored. bye
Right now the house is getting to me. I like to spend as much time as possible away from it. The weekend was just so dramatic and I feel insulted and as though I'm "in trouble" and I'm just questioning why I pay money to live away from my parents when I get in more "trouble" here than I do at home. I don't want to get into details but yesterday I was considering moving... but that would be silly because I can get over things like this, I'm bigger than this whole situation. That, and I'm way too lazy to move all my shit. hehe
I haven't seen Wayne in a LONG time. Ever since he stopped drinking he stopped hanging out with us and spends all his time with his girlfriend. Isn't it great that because someone doesn't drink anymore he no longer fits in with my friends? Wow, we drink a lot. And I like it...
I guess it's not just that that prevents him from hanging out with us anymore... he's ALWAYS with his girlfriend or "studying" or whatever and he never brings his gf out with us. Maybe we're embarassing... I couldn't care less. Either way, I hope he gets over this phase fast and comes back. I miss having someone to dance with... I mean he WAS my only gay friend... :)
I want to go see the reason this friday in london. it's too bad none of my friends will come with me. god damn. i'm an idiot and forgot they were playing in kitchener last friday... so we went and had an oh so dramatic escapade in and after phils instead. good work michelle... good work.
school is going alright. i've already missed a few classes because that's what i do best... but my classes are rather interesting.. for the most part anyways. i'm almost keeping up with all my readings but once those essays and project are due i'm probably going to die.. fail and die. hehe
almost time to go to california!! so excited. and then it's time for the tattoo!
ummmm, k i'm bored. bye