Its been awhile..
So, LJ... it's been awhile. I was recently inspired to post because of seeing The Social Network where Mark Zuckerberg is posting to his livejournal and it got me thinking, I should visit my first-time blog. A lot's changed since my last post and then again- not so much. I have since graduated college, got a job, got an apartment, had two roommates and several, um, experiences with different men. It's been an interesting past few years and I feel like this is a good place to start the next chapter of my life.
I feel like people are just kind of starting to take me seriously at the age 23 but there's still a lot of skepticism that comes along with people my age. We don't really know what we're talking about yet but we're starting to figure things out. For example, I feel mature enough to go to a job every day but still ignore text messages from men I'm interested in so that he'll think I'm more mysterious. Leaving everyone, skeptical. I think the fact that I'm turning 24 on the 24th of November has got me thinking- do I still want to be the person I've been for the past 23 years? Or am I ready to start becoming who I WILL be. There's a lot of pressure in becoming more mature but it's also kind of exciting. At the risk of sounding totally pretentious and narcissicistic I want to focus more on myself. Not in a moody, "fuck-it-all", way just in a way to become more in-tune with who I really am. Along with this comes a healthier (I hope) life style. Not that I'm like a crack-addict who eats cheetos for breakfast but I'd still like to be healthier and focus on becoming the "best me yet". What an obnoxious phrase.