..Fragile quilts of faded memories..
Hello, my life has been fun ? Yeah, last night Rachel and I went to the show and met up with her two friends Kelsey and I forget the other ones name, then Justin and Tyler were there, and then this one guy Bobby was with us too. It was fun, even though we only got to see TVG, At Hopes End, and In The Eyes Of, I was just really happy to be going to one again. Tomorrow is the football game with the one and only Rachel (: It should be fun. Just in, I get my wisdom teeth out on November 10 at 8 in the fucking morning, on a school holiday vacation thing. Anways, I wasn't really meaning for this entry to be about my fun life, it was supposed to be about this. I have so many good friends that I adore and love greatly but the ones that are really close are starting to forget about the memories and hard times we had, and just leave it. I don't want it to end up this way, but i'm going to do the same. Since everyone else does not care about the friendship, then why should I, it's pointless to hold onto. I'm also done with people walking all over me like i'm a doormat outside. It's a pity that I used to live my life like that, but everything's changing. Second also, i'm done getting called stupid and being made fun of! Do you people really think I like to be called worthless names all the time, the only thing it does is bring me down. I'm sorry if that's your choice of amusement, to bring people down, but look, it's not going to happen with me anymore. Before I moved into the public school system, I was really smart, smarter than most would imagine. I moved to Keith, was fine unitl eigth grade and everything started to happen. Now, to be able to get my car, I have to get a B point average in every class, each marking period. Third also ( it's getting annoying I know ), I'm sick of everyone re-saying everything that I say, to each other. One day i'll tell Matt something to tell Nikki, the next day Nikki knows about it, what part of "don't say anything " is there hard to understand? The don't, I know. Most the time, I say the stuff so Nikki gets information when I can't tell her, because I know in some way, shape or form it will get to her.
That was pointless, and i'm sorry ):