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Feb 24, 2006 23:52

Talking to you just made me really depressed. I feel like you don't even care anymore. Jacque who? I thought we were the best of the new....but when someone new comes in, I guess it's time to move on and away from the (now) old. whatever. I'll get over it. I just wish you would have done something about it. I know you have it in you. I've seen it. It's almost come to a point where I feel like you're being condescending; but you're not being that at all. I know my feelings about this will change tomorrow but I have to get out my feelings right now before I explode with emotions. And you know it could just be PMS. Who knows anymore...

Drama is so gay. Last year I had nothing to do with the drama and this year, I'm in so much of it and I don't even know how. Apparently I can't be friends with the people I want to anymore, so that sucks. I always thought I was a nice person and easy to get a long with. I hate conflict....I avoid it at all costs for a reason. If you were to take the time to get to know me and not talk smack about something that is totally, false you would see that I'm a really nice girl. Stop being so judgemental. That's your problem. That's the kind of person you are. And you're not worth the time and effort that it takes to deal with you and your childish problems. I'm sure that you will never read this, but what ev. It has to be said.

I just need someone to talk to and the only people that I can talk to about a problem like this either wont answer the phone or I don't have any way to get a hold of them. I just need someone to answer me and help me cope with this. hmm...oh well. I'm just gonna go pack for my contest tomorrow and then go cry myself to sleep. I hate feeling like this especailly when I do nothing wrong to begin with.
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