Nov 14, 2004 18:59
I have been working so much I haven’t updated recently but my days basically go:
get up for work,
work ,
go out with Chels after work.
I’m gonna start running again cause I can’t do crunches comfortably just yet.
December 3rd is just around the corner, oohh baby oohh baby oohh.
I didn't realize how difficult having a hott Asian as a friend would be.
Don't get me wrong I love Chelsea, it just gets frustrating when Chels and I go out and find boys and said boys are talking to me not because they are interested in me but the chick I’m sitting next too.
I guess I’ve been on a self-esteem roller coaster, for example Chelsea and I got our belly button pierced which left me on a really good body high, like I felt really good about my body, but for some reason everyone likes Chels’s more than mine, or at least they commented on it more. And lately I’ve been the third wheel in whatever Chels and I find to do. And normally I’m not fazed by it as long as were all doing something neutral where you don’t have to pair off into couples, but the thing is everyone (and by everyone I mean Chels and Chris) seem to pair off anyways which leave me to sit and watch tv by myself. I mean maybe if Jeff or Andrew Richard were here it would be different. But they are not so I’m left to entertain myself while other people make out and be all cutesy together.
And then there is the whole Jonnyboy thing.
It is killing me.
I know he’s engaged but I also know that Holly is totally not right for him. Not that I’m saying I am but seriously if his feelings were that strong for her, he shouldn’t be gallivanting around like a single man. And it totally doesn’t help that he is an awesome person to hangout with and heartbreakingly attractive.
So I was making Chels a mix tape for rockin out in the car cause her cd player is crappapalooza, and I realized that ever body I’ve made a mix tape for have turned into assholes who don’t talk to me anymore. So I guess I won’t be mailing any packages to PA. I mean a lot of work goes into a mix tape see high fidelity for further reference. Maybe I’m old school in the sense that if someone were to give me a mix tape it would mean something not just “oh it’s a tape.”
Alright well that’s enough of me ranting, I’m gonna go eat cookie raw dough then run it off.