Oct 18, 2004 18:31
Yea yea I haven't updated so shoot me. No I really haven't updated cause nothing really happens to me anymore. I mean I work, come home from work to get bitched out, then call up some people to make plans that fall through, then go to sleep early cause I have to get up to go back to work. Don't get me wrong my life isn't as depressing as I make it sound. Chels holds my sanity. Road tripping with her was awesome! This past weekend was all about Chels and me and rocking out, hanging out and making out. For me not so much of that last one. For some reason lately boys have been leaving a bitter taste in my mouth. Random kisses from random boys used to be so satisfying but I think now I would like something more consistent, or at least the courtesy stay over. Yea and I've lost my creative wave. For the longest time when I couldn't sleep, I would just stay up and write amazing poems and now when I can't sleep I just stay up and watch horrible info-mercials. I need a muse for inspiration but what? or who??