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You know what I hate? Fucking assholes who think they can live vicariously through their children's lives. Who are obsessively compulsively neurotically insane and throughly enjoy tormenting people untill they break down and cry. I don't know how many times I have to scream my head off or give the silent treatment for them to realize I am not like them, and I have no intention on becoming a person with even the least bit of resemblance to that of capitalistic assholes who only goals in life are that of material possessions. And I hate writing about it too cause that means they got to me, that their comments and smug looks penetrated the wall of scars I have guarding myself. It is because of them that I will never have a decent relationship with anyone of A) female authority, B)anyone of the male gender, and C) the rest of my family- And as soon as I am able I will leave, I'm not sure yet where I'll go or when or what the fuck I will do but this shit is too much and my only piece sanity is leaving in like 6 days to go get outta this place and better herself through education. I'm gonna go curl up in a ball and watch info-mercials till I fall asleep or till someone calls my cell to bug me which ever comes first-I'd put money it's sleep.