=>> my fear is my only courage.. so i got to push on through... everythings gonna be alright
ehh.. i dont have anything semi interesting to say..
me and colin got in a fight today.. we both wanted to kill each other but we are ok now. at one point i thought we were over.. it was a weird feeling. and its crazy.. i actually trust him.. and i dont trust anyone.. and i dont want to trust him cuz i think if i do i will just get hurt.. ya know? blahhhhhhh
i wish i had something more to talk about than how fucked up i get and colin. its getting lame.. argh.. i mean writing about it.. not the actual act.. so i didnt go out tonite.. i hung out at home cuz i felt like it... went skating at liek 8:30.. johnny found me and i talked to himn fer like an hour.. hes a weird one.. then i talked to colin fer a bit and skated home and then skated outside my hosue and here i am.. well im goin.. gotta smoke my crack before my dad does..
me and colin got in a fight today.. we both wanted to kill each other but we are ok now. at one point i thought we were over.. it was a weird feeling. and its crazy.. i actually trust him.. and i dont trust anyone.. and i dont want to trust him cuz i think if i do i will just get hurt.. ya know? blahhhhhhh
i wish i had something more to talk about than how fucked up i get and colin. its getting lame.. argh.. i mean writing about it.. not the actual act.. so i didnt go out tonite.. i hung out at home cuz i felt like it... went skating at liek 8:30.. johnny found me and i talked to himn fer like an hour.. hes a weird one.. then i talked to colin fer a bit and skated home and then skated outside my hosue and here i am.. well im goin.. gotta smoke my crack before my dad does..