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well...seems like i wont be partying for a while, about a month to be close. heres the story...i got FUCKED UP friday night, for whatever reason, i dunno why i did it, i had a few too many shots of, i think, vodka. i dunno, matty just kept setting them infront of me and i just kept downing them. so i started stumbling and i think someone helped me upstairs, maybe i got up there by myself but i know scott and dan were behind me when i got there. so i did my best to rid my system of the poison which i put there, but my efforts were not to my satisfaction, cuz i did it many more times saturday. i got hung over like no other. the main reason i got caught is because i didnt go home friday night. however, me and scott worked out a story that was rather convincing, i thought. however, my mom didnt think so. my dad bought it, but then i threw up in front of him, so that shattered it right then and there. how fucking dumb am i. however, i hope never to drink that much ever again, and as my friends read this and see that i have said that, make sure that i keep to it. help me help myself. that is all....