i love my mom <3
i'm sitting here in my dorm room, by myself, listening to music w/ the light out......thinkning. then my mom calls, and totally brights up my day. i love talking to my mom, she makes me feel better about everything. i just love that i can always turn to her. so, i just get off the phone with my mom and i was thinkin again, but now about how awesome my mom is.....so, i decided to document this.
my friends have gone now. they left at about 6. it was sad :(...but, i am just really happy that they actually came out here to visit me. i love visitors. i get so homesick sometimes. after they left i met up with kiki, ericka, drew, and josh at the student union to grab somethin to eat. being is how it is the weekend, and the night, there was absolutely nothing to eat. so i ended up some weird assortment of a few odd foods. i only eat to survive, lol. we all got back from the student union like 15 mins ago. i'm bored, so i decided to write in my journal. i guess it makes me feel like im making up for the 2 days preveious to this that i did not write anything? lol.
the "goth" club was pretty sweet this week. i suppose i could talk about that for a lil. jon, from marching band(the one that initially told me about the club) decided that he finially wanted to kick it with me at the club. kiki, mandy, and lisa(from the 7th floor) decided they wanted to come this week too, so that made it extra fun. those girls are so fun! lol, i had such a blast. i saw michael, the crazy "russiian" kid. i always meet the crazies! lol! anywayz, i saw him and flicked him off a couple of times. he was all over some other chick now, even though he STILL has a girlfriend. i fuckin hate that kid, he's gross! but i wouldn't let him ruin my time, it was actually kinda funny to tell him off. it's a shame, b/c everyone else that i met in that group is kinda cool. it would be fun to hang out with them, but i would flip out on michael if i was forced to see him....so i don't go over there anymore. jon says we're definately going to the clun every week now, well at least till i leave in 2 weeks. :( i definately will miss the club. there is a "goth" club in cleveland(well, lakewood), which would be closer, but i still don't have a liscense and it will be awhile till i get it back. cuz i'm such a juvinille delinqunet. LOL!
the marching band has to go back to detroit two days after christmas now. i totally hate that! it ruins my break! well, not toally ruins it, but it still sucks, b/c that's like 2 days after christmas, i'm going to be soo busy! all i have to say is, the game better be good, and we better win. lol. if i'm going to drive my happy ass all the way to detroit, we'd better win! heeeheee! that stadium is cool though, it's a dome. inside. :) warm :) i always get real cold at the toledo stadium, even if i wear layers under my uniform. i don't like the movie theatre style seats though, i prefer the bleachers. there's more room to move around in the bleachers, it's easier at least.
well i think i really am going to take that nap now. then i'm going to wake up and do some homework. i have music theory, 2-D design, and composition, and math homework. i do have all day tomorrow though. i don't think i'm going to go bowling wiht the floor b/c i don't have the $$ for that b/c i suck at bowling so it's not really worht it. it's never really fun, jsut kinda embarasing. lol. b/c i really suck! lol well....goodnight all, c ya tomorrow.
my friends have gone now. they left at about 6. it was sad :(...but, i am just really happy that they actually came out here to visit me. i love visitors. i get so homesick sometimes. after they left i met up with kiki, ericka, drew, and josh at the student union to grab somethin to eat. being is how it is the weekend, and the night, there was absolutely nothing to eat. so i ended up some weird assortment of a few odd foods. i only eat to survive, lol. we all got back from the student union like 15 mins ago. i'm bored, so i decided to write in my journal. i guess it makes me feel like im making up for the 2 days preveious to this that i did not write anything? lol.
the "goth" club was pretty sweet this week. i suppose i could talk about that for a lil. jon, from marching band(the one that initially told me about the club) decided that he finially wanted to kick it with me at the club. kiki, mandy, and lisa(from the 7th floor) decided they wanted to come this week too, so that made it extra fun. those girls are so fun! lol, i had such a blast. i saw michael, the crazy "russiian" kid. i always meet the crazies! lol! anywayz, i saw him and flicked him off a couple of times. he was all over some other chick now, even though he STILL has a girlfriend. i fuckin hate that kid, he's gross! but i wouldn't let him ruin my time, it was actually kinda funny to tell him off. it's a shame, b/c everyone else that i met in that group is kinda cool. it would be fun to hang out with them, but i would flip out on michael if i was forced to see him....so i don't go over there anymore. jon says we're definately going to the clun every week now, well at least till i leave in 2 weeks. :( i definately will miss the club. there is a "goth" club in cleveland(well, lakewood), which would be closer, but i still don't have a liscense and it will be awhile till i get it back. cuz i'm such a juvinille delinqunet. LOL!
the marching band has to go back to detroit two days after christmas now. i totally hate that! it ruins my break! well, not toally ruins it, but it still sucks, b/c that's like 2 days after christmas, i'm going to be soo busy! all i have to say is, the game better be good, and we better win. lol. if i'm going to drive my happy ass all the way to detroit, we'd better win! heeeheee! that stadium is cool though, it's a dome. inside. :) warm :) i always get real cold at the toledo stadium, even if i wear layers under my uniform. i don't like the movie theatre style seats though, i prefer the bleachers. there's more room to move around in the bleachers, it's easier at least.
well i think i really am going to take that nap now. then i'm going to wake up and do some homework. i have music theory, 2-D design, and composition, and math homework. i do have all day tomorrow though. i don't think i'm going to go bowling wiht the floor b/c i don't have the $$ for that b/c i suck at bowling so it's not really worht it. it's never really fun, jsut kinda embarasing. lol. b/c i really suck! lol well....goodnight all, c ya tomorrow.