Oct 02, 2004 14:57
I always feel so lonely. I hate being at school and i'm constantly miserable. I try so hard not to bring people down with me and i just end up not talking to anyone. I'm ready to be done with school and leave this hell hole that doesn't give a shit about people in my major.
Most of my friends have graduated from school and that just adds to my being lonely. I'm glad that mish has been trying to get the old crew together. As usual she's the dependable get-togetherer.
It just makes me cry so hard because all i really want is to be given a hug.
Sometimes just letting someone be upset is a good thing sometimes. People just need to get it out of their systems. Telling them "I don't understand why you're so sad, what do you want me to do. Will YOU STOP being upset?" probably isn't the best way to deal with things... it just makes me even more upset and even less likely to talk to anyone about it.
anyhow, i'm going to spend the day moping around and feeling sorry for myself. I'll probably go for a swim later on.