Mystery
Today was nice and quite interesting to say the least bit. This video really sums up how I was feeling today, great that people came through for me and dissappointed also from others behavior and outcomes I couldn't control. But I still believe.....nonetheless..
I love this song and the video almost seems like a tribute to the soldiers and since we have a war going on I find it very appropriate plus I know Veterans. I liked this Mariah Carey the old one which is funny because now she tries to look or seem younger than she is from her dress and the plastic surgery she has had. But it is good not knowing everything because really Why has a long tail or tale like a relative would tell me. Now that I am older I understand it eventhough it never really made any sense to me when I was younger.
Now I do and somethings just are not in your best interest or business to know, why kill the bliss when ignorance is the only way to go. What is the biggest mystery or maybe not is how everyone in their own right is a hypocrite and there is no escaping it. Just because it will never seem right doesn't mean it's wrong and has ever stopped anything from happening when it comes to decision making and things in life.
It really is a mystery the actions people go through because they want to impress others or just way too insecure to appreciate what God has given them. I am glad that I have secure and intelligent friends which is becoming very rare nowadays. People really do seem to be falling through the cracks for foolishness a good example would be that child actor who died recently of a drug overdose, Corey Haims. It's a mystery why people can't deal with their hangups in a more healthy or productive way, and after reading some other journal entries it's obvious that others on here have gone through what Corey has. For some odd reason I keep hope alive or would like to believe that all is well despite my pessimism sometimes. I guess I have a great grasp of reality and can find some sort of happiness. But this quote that I love is that happiness is more like a journey or choice and not a destination or place. I guess writing about body image is a very important subject to get into next.
Another mystery would be the dream or nightmare had last night it was the weirdest thing. I can't stand when I don't remember it in detail but while I was sleeping it was so vivid and seemed real. But most of the time nowadays not too much is real at least from people and who they are.
But I will keep on believing and as long as I do that I will understand. Believing is seeing afterall.
Click to viewI love this song and the video almost seems like a tribute to the soldiers and since we have a war going on I find it very appropriate plus I know Veterans. I liked this Mariah Carey the old one which is funny because now she tries to look or seem younger than she is from her dress and the plastic surgery she has had. But it is good not knowing everything because really Why has a long tail or tale like a relative would tell me. Now that I am older I understand it eventhough it never really made any sense to me when I was younger.
Now I do and somethings just are not in your best interest or business to know, why kill the bliss when ignorance is the only way to go. What is the biggest mystery or maybe not is how everyone in their own right is a hypocrite and there is no escaping it. Just because it will never seem right doesn't mean it's wrong and has ever stopped anything from happening when it comes to decision making and things in life.
It really is a mystery the actions people go through because they want to impress others or just way too insecure to appreciate what God has given them. I am glad that I have secure and intelligent friends which is becoming very rare nowadays. People really do seem to be falling through the cracks for foolishness a good example would be that child actor who died recently of a drug overdose, Corey Haims. It's a mystery why people can't deal with their hangups in a more healthy or productive way, and after reading some other journal entries it's obvious that others on here have gone through what Corey has. For some odd reason I keep hope alive or would like to believe that all is well despite my pessimism sometimes. I guess I have a great grasp of reality and can find some sort of happiness. But this quote that I love is that happiness is more like a journey or choice and not a destination or place. I guess writing about body image is a very important subject to get into next.
Another mystery would be the dream or nightmare had last night it was the weirdest thing. I can't stand when I don't remember it in detail but while I was sleeping it was so vivid and seemed real. But most of the time nowadays not too much is real at least from people and who they are.
But I will keep on believing and as long as I do that I will understand. Believing is seeing afterall.