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i dunno who/what i am
i know that im easily changed
i know my morals have been killed
i know im easily used
easily lied to
just...stupid? idk..
i dunno whether to start over where i was..with what i thought..or just keep going from where i am now...
i have very few real friends
i always kid myself about who is one..and end up getting screwed over..
i just..fall to easy for anything if i think someone really cares...its dumb
so yeaaaa...im being emo isnt it fun
i need someone to cuddle with. *twitching withdrawls*
uhhh job has been going pretty good
i slashed my hand open with a can of cat food..thats always fun..
i drew an otter today..hes pretty damn cute..
it sucks that we need money..people are all like..blabla...we couldnt survive without money, is a way of orginization...but uh REALLY if humanity was Good...(its NOT) we wouldnt need money...*sigh* but oh well..humanity is not..so..ill just be happy taht i have money now!
went to oyp last night w/ robby...hung out w/ staci and kitsune and chance..(who has discovered my weakness..and now pokes me every chance he gets)...we watched wresteling...nararated by kitusne..and no..its not normal wresteling...cheese graders were involved *cringe* they made fun of me alot for the faces i made...then i watched a guy with prety hair play pool by himself..played one game..amused him...watched the drag queens...gave one a dollar mwaha..it was allens dollar...uhhh...sat outside w/ allen and becka and this bitchy hxc kid..and this really cool, really wierd guy...his eyes are crazy..like...eep! and his eyebrows are so expressive! its just awesome..and his shoes were cool..and his movements reminded me of johnny depp lol...but yes anyways, we had religious debates..or rather..rants..it was pretty cool...intelligent..i liked it
i rather miss inteleget debates..
the fire works are pretty loud..i wanna go lay on the roof...
mk...bye nobody
i know that im easily changed
i know my morals have been killed
i know im easily used
easily lied to
just...stupid? idk..
i dunno whether to start over where i was..with what i thought..or just keep going from where i am now...
i have very few real friends
i always kid myself about who is one..and end up getting screwed over..
i just..fall to easy for anything if i think someone really cares...its dumb
so yeaaaa...im being emo isnt it fun
i need someone to cuddle with. *twitching withdrawls*
uhhh job has been going pretty good
i slashed my hand open with a can of cat food..thats always fun..
i drew an otter today..hes pretty damn cute..
it sucks that we need money..people are all like..blabla...we couldnt survive without money, is a way of orginization...but uh REALLY if humanity was Good...(its NOT) we wouldnt need money...*sigh* but oh well..humanity is not..so..ill just be happy taht i have money now!
went to oyp last night w/ robby...hung out w/ staci and kitsune and chance..(who has discovered my weakness..and now pokes me every chance he gets)...we watched wresteling...nararated by kitusne..and no..its not normal wresteling...cheese graders were involved *cringe* they made fun of me alot for the faces i made...then i watched a guy with prety hair play pool by himself..played one game..amused him...watched the drag queens...gave one a dollar mwaha..it was allens dollar...uhhh...sat outside w/ allen and becka and this bitchy hxc kid..and this really cool, really wierd guy...his eyes are crazy..like...eep! and his eyebrows are so expressive! its just awesome..and his shoes were cool..and his movements reminded me of johnny depp lol...but yes anyways, we had religious debates..or rather..rants..it was pretty cool...intelligent..i liked it
i rather miss inteleget debates..
the fire works are pretty loud..i wanna go lay on the roof...
mk...bye nobody