she said no.
"but you can go in the summer, i promise"
~fuck summer.
"your grandmother would come down to help me"
~help you do what?! in 7th grade i fucking visited her for 2 weeks. yeah. she didnt fucking help you then.
"i dont ever get to spend time with you"
~even when you have the fucking chance, you dont.
"you can have more time to save up ur money, its more expensive in the summer"
~uhhh...duh. but i dont need anymore cash.
"i appreciate that your going to keep doing everything"
~yeah, youre fucking welcome.
my break is gonna be so damn exciting. colin's leaving. megans leaving. i dont have any clue when either of them is coming back. and even if i do get a chance to hang out with josh and tory and libby or whoever else, my mom is still gonna make me spend time with my g-rents. while i get fucking raped by the child molester my mom likes to call my grandfather. just fuck it. i actually cried over this. which, i dont cry very often. and her stone cold soul obviously has no sympathy for crying. and my dads a fucking liar. saying i had a chance in being able to go. when my mom was pretty damn certain from the start that i wouldnt be able to. at dinner tonight she asked me if i was hungry, and i said no. and then she said oh, i am i only had 3 donuts today. yeah. well, i have one. one fucking donut. and alittle bit of dinner. apparently it can only be one of two things: im over hungry, or im depressed. yeah. take a fucking guess. a;sldhfasjkfdhahsdgfahsdsbha okay. im gonna do my math/history homework. then im going to bed. because when im mad/depressed. i sleep. i'd go to sleep now. but i have a ton of homework in math. and some in history, which i cant afford a zero in.
~fuck summer.
"your grandmother would come down to help me"
~help you do what?! in 7th grade i fucking visited her for 2 weeks. yeah. she didnt fucking help you then.
"i dont ever get to spend time with you"
~even when you have the fucking chance, you dont.
"you can have more time to save up ur money, its more expensive in the summer"
~uhhh...duh. but i dont need anymore cash.
"i appreciate that your going to keep doing everything"
~yeah, youre fucking welcome.
my break is gonna be so damn exciting. colin's leaving. megans leaving. i dont have any clue when either of them is coming back. and even if i do get a chance to hang out with josh and tory and libby or whoever else, my mom is still gonna make me spend time with my g-rents. while i get fucking raped by the child molester my mom likes to call my grandfather. just fuck it. i actually cried over this. which, i dont cry very often. and her stone cold soul obviously has no sympathy for crying. and my dads a fucking liar. saying i had a chance in being able to go. when my mom was pretty damn certain from the start that i wouldnt be able to. at dinner tonight she asked me if i was hungry, and i said no. and then she said oh, i am i only had 3 donuts today. yeah. well, i have one. one fucking donut. and alittle bit of dinner. apparently it can only be one of two things: im over hungry, or im depressed. yeah. take a fucking guess. a;sldhfasjkfdhahsdgfahsdsbha okay. im gonna do my math/history homework. then im going to bed. because when im mad/depressed. i sleep. i'd go to sleep now. but i have a ton of homework in math. and some in history, which i cant afford a zero in.