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I bet your wondering how i have had time to write on this!
well sometimes i need time to reflect and get out of hospital air.
just had abit of a cry for the first time this is because i will wake up with my mum go downstairs and no presents under the tree no little brother running dpwn the stairs to anoy me, no dad taking fotos of me in the pjamas when im knackerd not having christmas dinner together. Christmas is just another day in this house now. i would rather have oliver healthy then have a christmas tomorow. How can i enjoy christmas when my brother is on a hospital bed with a oxygen mask on his face and up his nose not being able to breath properly and he cant even talk!just going to have to make the most of it. Its going to be the last one i spend with him anyway.
Ollies birthday
Me and ollie in lapland!
Merry christmas everybody
Have a good one <3
well sometimes i need time to reflect and get out of hospital air.
just had abit of a cry for the first time this is because i will wake up with my mum go downstairs and no presents under the tree no little brother running dpwn the stairs to anoy me, no dad taking fotos of me in the pjamas when im knackerd not having christmas dinner together. Christmas is just another day in this house now. i would rather have oliver healthy then have a christmas tomorow. How can i enjoy christmas when my brother is on a hospital bed with a oxygen mask on his face and up his nose not being able to breath properly and he cant even talk!just going to have to make the most of it. Its going to be the last one i spend with him anyway.
Ollies birthday
Me and ollie in lapland!
Merry christmas everybody
Have a good one <3