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shotgun x blues: hey babe.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: hey pretty boi
shotgun x blues: what's up?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: i like the way you called
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: umm thinking abou tur using the same tired lines u did with connie
shotgun x blues: what?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: think about it
shotgun x blues: what lines do i use? what the fuck?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: look back at ur journal
shotgun x blues: that was then.
Auto response from OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: you broke into my inner mind
you tore me up from the inside
you threw away my every dream
as desire burnt me away
and now i lie on broken ground
my body freezing turns to ice
my lips are cracked without your kiss
my hands no longer feel
shotgun x blues: look, i'm sorry. and i understand if you want to break up with me :-(
shotgun x blues: i'm just a big asshole who has nothing to gain in life.
shotgun x blues: i'll just go and cry. i'm such an asshole. :-( i guess you hate me now.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: whatever...i though i was fuckin speacial
shotgun x blues: you are special.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: i guess not
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: no im not
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: not anymore
shotgun x blues: yes you are. i was stupid back then thinking that she was the one meant for me. the words i used on her, i don't know why i said. i thought i was finally happy with someone but that turned out to be wrong. but, with you, i feel happy for the first time in my life. i would never do anything to hurt you and you know what.
shotgun x blues: *that.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: ur fuckin liar i hate u
shotgun x blues: whatever. i'm not a fucking liar.
Auto response from OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: all the things you said to me
all the words whispered so sweet
as our bodies lay entwined
under starry midnight skies
your touch, oh such sweet delight
your words, dipped in poison
i did not heed to see
and you seeped in through my burning skin
without questioning i took you in
until you left me here to die
shotgun x blues: call me if you care about how i feel right now. because, i need you in my life.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: nono u must no care enough to call me nd thats wat makes me think u dont kare
shotgun x blues: i do care. i'm calling right now. please talk to me. i do care. if i didn't care would you invite you to my house all the time? i know i'm an asshole right now. but, i don't need to lose you right now. god...i feel like i'm heaving a heart attack...fuck...
shotgun x blues: please talk to me on the phone...please.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: nop thanx i cant really talk to anyone right about now
shotgun x blues: well, fine. i'm not going to stand here and take this anymore. i'm going upstairs. and i'm going to end it all....bye sara...i love you very much....i hope you can forgive me....
shotgun x blues: please call....
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: ya know its really funny how u told me almost the same thing
shotgun x blues: just walk away like everyone else. i guess it was fun while it lasted...:-( bye...
shotgun x blues: i guess you're not coming to homecoming....bye...:-(
shotgun x blues: i fucked up and i'm sorry. i guess i can't be loved anymore....
shotgun x blues signed off at 8:00:09 PM.
i hate my life i hate myself ....and i know that he doesnt love me anymore and that he doesnt care...well if he cares i haent officaily walked away from him...but that shit really hurt
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: hey pretty boi
shotgun x blues: what's up?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: i like the way you called
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: umm thinking abou tur using the same tired lines u did with connie
shotgun x blues: what?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: think about it
shotgun x blues: what lines do i use? what the fuck?
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: look back at ur journal
shotgun x blues: that was then.
Auto response from OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: you broke into my inner mind
you tore me up from the inside
you threw away my every dream
as desire burnt me away
and now i lie on broken ground
my body freezing turns to ice
my lips are cracked without your kiss
my hands no longer feel
shotgun x blues: look, i'm sorry. and i understand if you want to break up with me :-(
shotgun x blues: i'm just a big asshole who has nothing to gain in life.
shotgun x blues: i'll just go and cry. i'm such an asshole. :-( i guess you hate me now.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: whatever...i though i was fuckin speacial
shotgun x blues: you are special.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: i guess not
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: no im not
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: not anymore
shotgun x blues: yes you are. i was stupid back then thinking that she was the one meant for me. the words i used on her, i don't know why i said. i thought i was finally happy with someone but that turned out to be wrong. but, with you, i feel happy for the first time in my life. i would never do anything to hurt you and you know what.
shotgun x blues: *that.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: ur fuckin liar i hate u
shotgun x blues: whatever. i'm not a fucking liar.
Auto response from OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: all the things you said to me
all the words whispered so sweet
as our bodies lay entwined
under starry midnight skies
your touch, oh such sweet delight
your words, dipped in poison
i did not heed to see
and you seeped in through my burning skin
without questioning i took you in
until you left me here to die
shotgun x blues: call me if you care about how i feel right now. because, i need you in my life.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: nono u must no care enough to call me nd thats wat makes me think u dont kare
shotgun x blues: i do care. i'm calling right now. please talk to me. i do care. if i didn't care would you invite you to my house all the time? i know i'm an asshole right now. but, i don't need to lose you right now. god...i feel like i'm heaving a heart attack...fuck...
shotgun x blues: please talk to me on the phone...please.
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: nop thanx i cant really talk to anyone right about now
shotgun x blues: well, fine. i'm not going to stand here and take this anymore. i'm going upstairs. and i'm going to end it all....bye sara...i love you very much....i hope you can forgive me....
shotgun x blues: please call....
OaSiS oF tRaGeDy: ya know its really funny how u told me almost the same thing
shotgun x blues: just walk away like everyone else. i guess it was fun while it lasted...:-( bye...
shotgun x blues: i guess you're not coming to homecoming....bye...:-(
shotgun x blues: i fucked up and i'm sorry. i guess i can't be loved anymore....
shotgun x blues signed off at 8:00:09 PM.
i hate my life i hate myself ....and i know that he doesnt love me anymore and that he doesnt care...well if he cares i haent officaily walked away from him...but that shit really hurt