Apr 13, 2004 00:20
Most recently (Saturday April 10th, 2004) a supposed "friend" told me i sounded like a white boy. Well first off i will be childish and say u can die and rot in hell u skank whitley...get a original name...fuckin spit. And second ask the question of how do u sound or become black? I mean how do u act or become a race or color i ask u. It doesn't compute to me but i seem tobe bumbared by it alot.
How do u act out a color? U can't for one...if u do so called act black then u are living up to a failed sterotype that all blacks are loud, annoying, rude and pricks...I mean i read a so called interracial sex story and it was written by a white slut. And the dumb broad protrayed it like all bitch ppl do is call women bitches, hos and treat ppl like shyt. This is the additude brought on by rappers like 50 cent, ja rule, nelly and other rap stars that make it glamrous to be a thug. I have to excuse saying nelly cuz he is a hiphop star and dun't really protray a life of violence as being "cool". 50 cent is the main star of this broken down thought that blacks are nuthin but gangstas. I have to admit we are a ghetto race at times and i laugh cuz i do sum of tha thangs others do. But it still angers me when i am told by a white person no less, that i don't seem black enuff. When did u change races all of a sudden and know what kinda of life a black person leads to say u are them.
But my rift with 50 cent he is messy...He likes drama where as he starts it, like the shyt wit Joe Budden. He will smile and tel u everything is ok and then sick another nigga to hit u from the back and u never saw it coming. He makes good music but he is in the same category as Dr. Dre. Makes good music but is a shytty person. That not all...i hate when i speak wit a preppy person and all they can talk bout is ppl like Spears and Chritina and many moore and jessica simpson and then hit from the left wit "Oh yea i like 50 cent". I see him on the cover of teeny gurl mags and see that this nigga is a wanna be gangsta. He is no better then Ja rule but he just has more backing cuz of his looks and his mic skills are a lil better. But all he can talk about is killin, pussy or how much richer he is then u out there. Wow let me buy his stupid ass cds. Nah he making it hard to be black i say and i'll be damn if i change that opinion.
The problem is lookin at channels like BET and watching rap videos give the black race and other race the wrong misconception that this is how we is and it's not.
This is a part one to a lil thought bubble that was in my head....i will finish tomorrow