Indifferent
Ok i got home from work and i feel a little out of it. I got a call from my friend and i am pleased she is out the hospital and her scars are healing very well. I still wanna see them.
Right now i feel doubt about the future. I felt a sureness at one point one one day of this month but that sureness is slightly fading. I dun't know why i feel this but this feeling wasn't here once before. It was and still is the product of a broken relationship. I was caused pain deep from a person i thought i loved and cared about 2 years ago and the scars have yet to heal in my heart. Anywayz....the actions this female took afterwards didn't help because she went deeper into hurt and i can't trust no one upon her actions. Anywayz that and those feelings are back and i feel closer into not wanting what i once did. The future will only hold my choice and we will see what i chose now won't we?
Right now i feel doubt about the future. I felt a sureness at one point one one day of this month but that sureness is slightly fading. I dun't know why i feel this but this feeling wasn't here once before. It was and still is the product of a broken relationship. I was caused pain deep from a person i thought i loved and cared about 2 years ago and the scars have yet to heal in my heart. Anywayz....the actions this female took afterwards didn't help because she went deeper into hurt and i can't trust no one upon her actions. Anywayz that and those feelings are back and i feel closer into not wanting what i once did. The future will only hold my choice and we will see what i chose now won't we?