I love only liars.
Okay. So.
You care so fucking much.
I swear to GOD if I hadn't have made a promise, that I really want to keep, I would scream at you and everyone would know your fuck up. But because I love your girlfriend more than you do, I will say nothing on the matter here. It will not be known by everyone, but bastard, I know what you've done. I know of your lies and I know how you are.
I know I've fucked up, I know I've made mistakes, but I will always care for Leah. I will always love her, and be close to her. She's always going to have a huge place in my heart. She's honestly the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, even when I lost her. She's still wonderful to me. She's still my friend and always will be held close to me.
You will never be what I am. You could never be as heartfelt.
Compared to you I am Chuck Lidell (sic) Compared to you I am Apollo, compared to you I am Christlike. You are no one. You are a liar, you are a smear on the face of my reality. I cannot live each day without thinking to myself, "Why did I ever call you my friend?"
Every single day that I hurt, I hate you more. Every day that I fight in my sleep, and every day that I cry to get to the glorious battle, I decide that your fate still lies within my hands. It may be hard for you to understand, but one day you will.
Nothing is alright, nothing will ever be alright, and what makes you think that we're even? We won't be even until I rip away everything that means anything to you. This is my call to arms, this is my only hope, and I will fight you and your lies, and your god damned unfaithfulness forever. I am forever a warrior for the better things in life and love and I will not let you take me alive. This is not lyrical yet it is my song, and I will sing it forever, this is not poetic, yet this is my poem, the one I will write forever. So forget everything that you thought you knew about me, none of it is true. I will forever cry for this one lost cause. I will forever cry.
My love resides in the hearts of the hopeless,
And as we fall the Heartless remain.
<3
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dXh
You care so fucking much.
I swear to GOD if I hadn't have made a promise, that I really want to keep, I would scream at you and everyone would know your fuck up. But because I love your girlfriend more than you do, I will say nothing on the matter here. It will not be known by everyone, but bastard, I know what you've done. I know of your lies and I know how you are.
I know I've fucked up, I know I've made mistakes, but I will always care for Leah. I will always love her, and be close to her. She's always going to have a huge place in my heart. She's honestly the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, even when I lost her. She's still wonderful to me. She's still my friend and always will be held close to me.
You will never be what I am. You could never be as heartfelt.
Compared to you I am Chuck Lidell (sic) Compared to you I am Apollo, compared to you I am Christlike. You are no one. You are a liar, you are a smear on the face of my reality. I cannot live each day without thinking to myself, "Why did I ever call you my friend?"
Every single day that I hurt, I hate you more. Every day that I fight in my sleep, and every day that I cry to get to the glorious battle, I decide that your fate still lies within my hands. It may be hard for you to understand, but one day you will.
Nothing is alright, nothing will ever be alright, and what makes you think that we're even? We won't be even until I rip away everything that means anything to you. This is my call to arms, this is my only hope, and I will fight you and your lies, and your god damned unfaithfulness forever. I am forever a warrior for the better things in life and love and I will not let you take me alive. This is not lyrical yet it is my song, and I will sing it forever, this is not poetic, yet this is my poem, the one I will write forever. So forget everything that you thought you knew about me, none of it is true. I will forever cry for this one lost cause. I will forever cry.
My love resides in the hearts of the hopeless,
And as we fall the Heartless remain.
<3
-
dXh