Its 3 am and Im dozing
Its three in the morning, Im trying to find a decent place to download music, but nothing any decents really coming up. So yea, computer wants to be a peice of shit, than i guess its gonna be a peice of shit. Its not my fault.
But yea, Its three am, and I find myself falling asleep at the keyboard inessantly. wakin up as soon as my neck pops into the down postion. I dont know whats with me, usually Im really good about staying awake when I try. I dont know, latly Ive just been really tired. I mean not because of the jump thursday, but just all around for the past two or three weeks. Ive been dreaming about racing alot. Its churning in me again. Ive just been getting that craving again. I know it sounds cliched and such, but I feel the need for speed if you will. i need to get this whole car situation fuckin fixed. Because I need to fucking race, I need it so bad latly. I cant keep denying this part of who I am. Im not gonna keep cutting off a peice of my personialty. gah, Need speed......
Any way, going on with my whole little sleep tanget, I wake up trying to find taylor in my arms, god i miss waking up with her in my arms so bad. God I miss her so much, I cant wait till we get married next month, she is the greatest thing to ever happen in my entire fucking life. She makes me so happy. She makes everything worth it. All the pain Ive had to deal with, all the sore nights, all the nights I wish i was dead, she made it all worth it...
Ive found my queen, my juliet, my love, my one and fucking only.... laters
But yea, Its three am, and I find myself falling asleep at the keyboard inessantly. wakin up as soon as my neck pops into the down postion. I dont know whats with me, usually Im really good about staying awake when I try. I dont know, latly Ive just been really tired. I mean not because of the jump thursday, but just all around for the past two or three weeks. Ive been dreaming about racing alot. Its churning in me again. Ive just been getting that craving again. I know it sounds cliched and such, but I feel the need for speed if you will. i need to get this whole car situation fuckin fixed. Because I need to fucking race, I need it so bad latly. I cant keep denying this part of who I am. Im not gonna keep cutting off a peice of my personialty. gah, Need speed......
Any way, going on with my whole little sleep tanget, I wake up trying to find taylor in my arms, god i miss waking up with her in my arms so bad. God I miss her so much, I cant wait till we get married next month, she is the greatest thing to ever happen in my entire fucking life. She makes me so happy. She makes everything worth it. All the pain Ive had to deal with, all the sore nights, all the nights I wish i was dead, she made it all worth it...
Ive found my queen, my juliet, my love, my one and fucking only.... laters