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If I slit my wrists,
I cut my arms,
I show up with scars,
I have choke marks on my neck,
I starve myself to be skinnier,
I bruise my body,
I wear more make up,
I hurt myself for amusement,
I humiliate myself,
I become more evil,
I hate more,
I help more,
I do anything out of the ordinary,
or don't do anything at all....
then will she notice me?
Not alot of people understand they way I am driving myself insane over this, it may seem like nothing when I am around because I am keeping it inside of me. But now its starting to eat right through me. Everyone I talk to either thinks the solution is so simple, or just doesn't care. So why keep such little memories and let them grow till they engulf me? Because she is more than just another person who has left me behind, she is who I won't leave behind.
It is silliness to live, when to live is torment, and then have we a prescription to die when death is our physician.
I cut my arms,
I show up with scars,
I have choke marks on my neck,
I starve myself to be skinnier,
I bruise my body,
I wear more make up,
I hurt myself for amusement,
I humiliate myself,
I become more evil,
I hate more,
I help more,
I do anything out of the ordinary,
or don't do anything at all....
then will she notice me?
Not alot of people understand they way I am driving myself insane over this, it may seem like nothing when I am around because I am keeping it inside of me. But now its starting to eat right through me. Everyone I talk to either thinks the solution is so simple, or just doesn't care. So why keep such little memories and let them grow till they engulf me? Because she is more than just another person who has left me behind, she is who I won't leave behind.
It is silliness to live, when to live is torment, and then have we a prescription to die when death is our physician.