Angel of porcelain dreams

Jul 15, 2005 23:24

She’s coated in the fairest yin, an innocent torment
A beauty greater than all sin, setting hearts aflame
She is poison all the same

Devil angel, you fairytale of the forgotten
You have torn my heart’s one seam
Breathe your toxin, onto me the perfectly broken
As I hold you in my porcelain dreams

So fragile by nature, a curse; she is and what she gives
Thy forbidden rapture, setting hearts aflame
She is poison all the same

Ok, so I and alex are together, and she has become my angel. She turns me immortal and shatters me with every word. Also, she has poisoned my mind and now I cant start listening to HIM. Its kinda kool, but man is it different. Anyway, all I want to do, is try to impress her, make her feel special, make her feel loved like never before, and I don't think I am doing a very good job of that. I hung out with her as well as ariel, polly, ian, and jackie today. It was ok, I bought pizza for us all because I was trying to be nice, yet no one even bothered to say a simple thank you. Oh well, thats life for you. I went over there just for about an hour and 15 mins for the sole porpose of seeing alex, and we barely got to talk to each other or anything. So her mom gave me a ride home and while listening to The Funeral of Hearts in the backseat, next to alex, I almost started to cry. I know I am pathetik, or emo, or whatever the fuck you want to call it. But thats who I am, and she is who I am hooked on. I tried to write a song for her, entitled Angel of Porcelain Dreams (above "song"), but nothing I write is good enough to show her. It would probobly mean nothing to her anyway, since all HIM lyrics kick my lyrics ass. Oh well, A hopeless romantic forever and always I shall be.

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