Freeze without an answer
So day 2 and it is pouring rain outside. When I was playing with Lea yesterday she seemed fascinated with my glass head so we had it outside with us while we ate lunch so she could touch it and talk to it...she named him Louie...well Louie was left outside last night so this morning he was wet in the rain!!
My youngest Niece Dakota one of the twins has been having some issues....last Sunday I went with Wade her daddy to the Childerns ER with her because she was having diarrhea and it starting to come out bloody. The ER told us she was getting used to the formula and it would pass as she got used to it....took her to a follow up appointment Monday which I went to with her Mommy Michelle and the doctor was not too concerned because she was gaining weight but said if the blood came back he wanted to know....So yesterday afternoon I get a call...bloody poopie again...so off we go to take her to the ER again because her doctor was making rounds at the hospital and said he would see here there. They re-ran some tests to make sure it wasn't nercotizing colitis which thank god it was not and switched her formula for a few months but she had gained 5 ozs in four days LOL So she is going good!! This morning we checked on her and she spit up a lot last night but other then that seems okay....fingers crossed!
Now onto dollie talk....Carter has been a little bit of a minx lately. I can not figure him out. I ordered Carter because I wanted a dollie but also as a muse and he has inspired me a lot probably too much. So with the advice of some wonderful dollie people I have been trying to stop shoving my ideas solely onto him. And he has blossomed for me....but what is perhaps more exciting for me is by letting go and seeing what came to me when I wasn't pushing it I have found a new character Malcolm who is yet to be a doll but who is talking to me like no one ever has before. I am loving it.
Malcolm has been brewing for a couple weeks and yesterday after Lea left and I took a shower I went to a word war room with Swan and in one 30 minute chunk without any plans in my head I let Malcolm start telling me about himself and he exploded!!! I wrote over 1200 words in 30 minutes on a brand new character!!! Malcolm is like the lens I needed to look in on the world I was creating in my mind and now it is becoming clearer! I am so excited and inspired and happy and hopeful!
What makes this even more amazing is that I it has been a long time since I thought I could write anything worthwhile on my own that was more then 300 words. I have been in a weird space creatively, I think that anyone who has worked on a co-write or done any kind of textual RPs knows what it feels like when you are suddenly expected to write...ALONE...again and I have been having a really really really hard time with it so to have the floodgates open feels amazing to me!
I am going to be putting up some friend locked chunks of what I write when I feel ready to share!
Also A dew days ago even though I can not afford him now I started looking for Malcolm in dollie form. I decided that Malcolm would have to be new...like Carter...I didn't want anyone elses mark on him he would need to come to me whole and clean and new and solely him! So I started looking and I found him!!!
Dollmore - - - Neo!! here is a Linkie to see him!! So I need a freaking job so I can get my Malcolm home!!!!!