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school was lonely today, but i was in a really good mood. trying to deny what i assumed was going to happen. and it did, but no big deal.
i hung out with abby and virginia after school. we drank at abby's house, and laughed a lot. listened to music that made us cry, and think of past relationships, and talked about a lot of memories with boyyyzyzyz. then went downtown and hung out with tyler, and drewzerz.
that's what i'm going to miss. i didn't cry because he broke up with me, i cried because a lot is gone, and now i have to get used to not having it, again.
abby and virginia made everything okay today, and i love them. virginia said it's going to suck for a little bit, because everything is going to sound 10 times better than i thought it was, when i had it.
i'm only giving myself today/tonight to be "sad" about it. i'm not wasting perfectly good days being sad, when i know we're still going to be friends. i should be happy that everything i had, i did have, i should feel lucky for that. haha, everything has to end.
just going to miss a whole bunch, that's all! :]
i won't let anymore people see me cry after today. i cried with people i care about, and people that care about me, and i got to talk about everrrrything.
thank you, i love you.
i hung out with abby and virginia after school. we drank at abby's house, and laughed a lot. listened to music that made us cry, and think of past relationships, and talked about a lot of memories with boyyyzyzyz. then went downtown and hung out with tyler, and drewzerz.
that's what i'm going to miss. i didn't cry because he broke up with me, i cried because a lot is gone, and now i have to get used to not having it, again.
abby and virginia made everything okay today, and i love them. virginia said it's going to suck for a little bit, because everything is going to sound 10 times better than i thought it was, when i had it.
i'm only giving myself today/tonight to be "sad" about it. i'm not wasting perfectly good days being sad, when i know we're still going to be friends. i should be happy that everything i had, i did have, i should feel lucky for that. haha, everything has to end.
just going to miss a whole bunch, that's all! :]
i won't let anymore people see me cry after today. i cried with people i care about, and people that care about me, and i got to talk about everrrrything.
thank you, i love you.