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Sometimes I wonder if I am everything I say I am.
Sometimes I wonder if I just brush everything off into the corner.. leaving behind nothing but a clean surface. But it's still not permanently clean. Over time the dirt will come back and once more it must be brushed aside, just to keep the clean appearance. It's so much up keep though. How much longer until a person finally decides to just stop and let everything pile up? Is it then that life has finally grabbed her by the throat? Is it time to give up and let everything come crashing down? Is it time to face reality? But wasn't it "reality" to begin with?
So when is it "too" dirty? When should everything be swept up again? Does it ever really go away? Or is life just a plain surface, constantly getting dirty until you clean it off, getting it ready only to get dirty once again?
Is it really worth it to keep cleaning up given the inevitability of constantly getting dirty and scratched?
Nothing is permanent, but maybe the only permanent substance is this "dirt."
It'll never seem to go away.
Catch my drift??
Sometimes I wonder if I just brush everything off into the corner.. leaving behind nothing but a clean surface. But it's still not permanently clean. Over time the dirt will come back and once more it must be brushed aside, just to keep the clean appearance. It's so much up keep though. How much longer until a person finally decides to just stop and let everything pile up? Is it then that life has finally grabbed her by the throat? Is it time to give up and let everything come crashing down? Is it time to face reality? But wasn't it "reality" to begin with?
So when is it "too" dirty? When should everything be swept up again? Does it ever really go away? Or is life just a plain surface, constantly getting dirty until you clean it off, getting it ready only to get dirty once again?
Is it really worth it to keep cleaning up given the inevitability of constantly getting dirty and scratched?
Nothing is permanent, but maybe the only permanent substance is this "dirt."
It'll never seem to go away.
Catch my drift??