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and thats what you get for falling again, you can never get him outta your head.
right now i'm probably going thru the weirdest stage of my life. like feeling down all the time. and i feel like my life is going to end short or something, and i feel like its passing b4 me and i don't see it. i feel like im getting old. and im going thru things ive never gone thru b4. i can never remember anything.
...
so, tomorrow im finally getting depression/anxiety medication. its something i've been needing for 2 years. and i hope this will finally keep me strong, as pathetic as that sounds.
its sad how pills can make you strong. idk.
yeah this school year has been going by so slow. and ++ its senior year, it def. doesnt feel like a "live your life to the max" senior year. whatevv.
1 month, 11 days till my Birthday, i'll be 18. i've been waiting to be 16 my whole life, i never thought i'd make it to 18. kind of sad, yet good @ the same time.
well im going to get food, i haven't ate all day today!
eekkk.
right now i'm probably going thru the weirdest stage of my life. like feeling down all the time. and i feel like my life is going to end short or something, and i feel like its passing b4 me and i don't see it. i feel like im getting old. and im going thru things ive never gone thru b4. i can never remember anything.
...
so, tomorrow im finally getting depression/anxiety medication. its something i've been needing for 2 years. and i hope this will finally keep me strong, as pathetic as that sounds.
its sad how pills can make you strong. idk.
yeah this school year has been going by so slow. and ++ its senior year, it def. doesnt feel like a "live your life to the max" senior year. whatevv.
1 month, 11 days till my Birthday, i'll be 18. i've been waiting to be 16 my whole life, i never thought i'd make it to 18. kind of sad, yet good @ the same time.
well im going to get food, i haven't ate all day today!
eekkk.